Essay: The Importance of Storytelling (‘The Things They Carried’ Synthesis Essay)

There is a story of a city known as Omelas which appears to be the happiest place on Earth. The city is prosperous, and its citizens, who are intelligent and mature, celebrate the first day of summer with a grand festival. It seems perfect, except for one aspect that all who have reached the age of adolescence are aware of: one child, locked in an unbearable, filthy closet setting with barely any food or kind words, suffering for the happiness of everyone else. Most are shocked and ponder for a while after learning of this, and choose to accept this social contract, continuing their happy lives in Omelas with the knowledge of the child’s existence. The others, after whom the story is named, walk away from Omelas forever, unable to come to terms with this moral paradox. The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas by Ursula K. Le Guin describes different reactions to a shocking revelation: those who tell themselves the cold, hard truth; those who accept the dilemma as a necessary trade; and those who imagine that the child is not there, pretend that no one needs to suffer in exchange for their happiness. They tell different stories to deal with the knowledge of the child, some that simply convey facts, some that help escape reality, and others that justify a decision or cause guilt. It is not only people in fictional works who use storytelling for these reasons. Real people, especially soldiers experiencing or having experienced war, turn to storytelling for many different reasons. Whether to relieve us of a burden, to provide comfort, or any other reason, storytelling serves a much broader purpose than merely conveying facts.

One important purpose of storytelling is to release our memories and ideas and relieve ourselves of a burden. Many soldiers struggle with sharing their experiences with someone. One such soldier is Norman Bowker in The Things They Carried, who wanders aimlessly around town upon return from war and comments that “the place looked …still and lifeless… the town could not talk, and would not listen. ‘How’d you like to hear about the war?’ He might have asked, but the place could only blink and shrug. It had no memory, therefore no guilt” (O’Brien 143). Bowker desperately wants someone to ask him about the war, but unlike him, the town had ‘no memory’ and ‘no guilt,’ providing no sympathy for Bowker. The ‘lifeless’ town had no human empathy for him and ‘would not listen.’ Without someone to talk to and release his experiences and guilt, Bowker feels lonely and not understood, and ends up committing suicide. Another veteran, Brandon Friedman, similarly recalls in an article called The End of War Stories that “when I left the Army after two combat tours, I couldn’t shut up about it. I had to put the memories somewhere. So many were toxic, and I needed to purge. I would tell stories to anyone who would listen” (Friedman). Friedman’s diction of “couldn’t shut up” as well as telling his stories to “anyone” conveys his desperation to have his stories be heard. Describing his memories as “toxic” further depicts them as something poisonous that he needs to “purge.” By writing them onto paper, he releases his toxic memories into stories, relieving him of the poisonous burden. Another article, How Art Heals the Wounds of War by Andrea Stone, explains that creating masks helps soldiers because “someone who has experienced trauma has a block that keeps them from verbalizing what they’ve been through… The mask gives them a way to explain themselves. The concrete image of the mask unleashes words… reintegrates the left and right hemispheres. Now they can discuss their feelings…” (Stone). War veterans experience a “block” that prevents them from formulating words and expressing themselves. By releasing their thoughts onto a mask, they are able to “unleash words”: they are able to “explain” themselves, to “verbalize” and “discuss their feelings.” Storytelling through art allows soldiers to release their trauma into a mask. Those carrying their burdens for too long can face a fate like Bowker’s; through these masks, however, soldiers who struggle because of untold experiences locked inside them can free them, releasing ill feelings of guilt, regret, loneliness, and trauma into the stories they tell through words or art.

Another purpose of storytelling is to help cope or deal with a difficult reality. While Norman Bowker and Henry Dobbins play checkers, O’Brien and the other soldiers enjoy watching because “there was something… orderly and reassuring [about the game]… the playing field was a strict grid… you could watch the tactics unfolding… there were rules” (O’Brien 32). The soldiers are drawn in by the “strict grid” of the checkerboard. O’Brien mentions the “tactics” of the game, directly comparing it to his current position in war. Checkers is “strict,” war is not; checkers is “orderly and reassuring,” war is not; in checkers, “there were rules”; in war, there are none. The soldiers watching the story of the checkerboard unfold are trying to grasp onto the hint of control they had back in the U.S.; the story Bowker and Dobbins create on the board allows them to escape the reality of war and find comfort in everything the war is not. O’Brien also uses storytelling to cope with the loss of a soul. Reflecting on his imaginations of Linda, who died when he was young, O’Brien reveals that “in the spell of memory and imagination, I can still see her as if through ice, as if I’m gazing into some other world… sometimes I can even see Timmy skating with Linda under the yellow floodlights… I’m skimming across the surface of my own history… and when I take a high leap into the dark and come down thirty years later, I realize it is as Tim trying to save Timmy’s life with a story” (O’Brien 245-246). In this metaphor, O’Brien skates on ice that reflects his memories and history. Through the ice, he can remember Linda; he can “still see her… as if [he’s] gazing into some other world.” By remembering Linda and imagining she’s still alive, it helps him cope with the reality that she’s dead, because to him, her soul is still alive. Thirty years later, as he recalls his past, he realizes he’s trying to preserve his younger self, his innocence; that “it is as Tim trying to save Timmy’s life with a story.” Through the ice, through his stories, imagination and memories, he can “save Timmy’s life” as well as everyone he has lost in the past. As demonstrated by O’Brien with Linda and the soldiers with the checkerboard, imagination and storytelling can help one escape reality or be comforted by a loss through the salvation of a soul.

By allowing us to release repressed thoughts and by providing comfort in times of need, storytelling proves itself to have a purpose beyond the communication of factual information. Just as the citizens of Omelas do, many soldiers need utilization of storytelling for letting go of a guilty conscience or to escape the realities of their surroundings. War veterans often return home struggling to release their experiences and share with someone who understands. Storytelling is then crucial in welcoming a soldier back from war: by empathizing, listening, realizing the true magnitude of war’s horrors, and providing a platform for veterans to express themselves, veterans will be able to relieve themselves of much burden and more comfortably reintegrate into society.

Works Cited

  • Friedman, Brandon. “The End of War Stories.” The New York Times. The New York Times, 21 Mar. 2013. Web. 02 May 2017.
  • Natchez, Jon, and Sarah Robbins. The Things They Carried: Tim O’Brien. New York, NY: Spark Pub., 2003. Print.
  • Stone, Andrea. “How Art Heals the Wounds of War.” National Geographic. National Geographic Society, 01 May 2017. Web. 02 May 2017.

Gummy’s Gum

Gummy’s smile no teeth all gum Gummy’s gummy bears hurt her gums Gummy sucks gumdrops sucks her thumbs sucks her gums Gummy just a child let her have some fun .Gummy

chews gum, bubble Bible branded gum Gummy pink red bubble gum bubble pop gum Gummy plick pluck at the goo on your lips with your thumb Gummy stick that gum back between your teeth between your gums .Gummy’s

boyfriend like Michael Bublé chews blue gum Gummy chews pink gum Gummy wants to chew blue gum blue Bublé bubble gum Gummy wants to plick pluck at the blue goo on her lips with her thumb Gummy wants to stick that blue gum blue Bublé bubble gum back between her teeth between her gums .(Gummy your boyfriend Michael is a bum Gummy your Michael Bublé is a dumb bum ,hon ,Gummy’s Michael Bublé chews blue gum) .but

Gummy think pink ink pink blades in the rink but Gummy pink lipstick plink plunk clink in the sink but Gummy it’s still sunny don’t pink jinx your kink; but Gummy you only have pink red gum Gummy pink red strawberry raspberry cherry berry bubble gum but Gummy you can shred red but not blue but Gummy keep your cherry a cherry is

Pure . but Gummy sewing red threads thimble numb on your thumb but Gummy you only have pink red bubble Bible gum Gummy you shed red cada mes a red mess but Gummy you should only hum Bible gum pop songs .Gummy

but some people named Gummy chew blue gum Gummy wants to be a Gummy who chews blue gum a Gummy who blows blue bubbles pops blue Bublé gum .Gummy under one sucked her own gums but Gummy fifteen-and-one wants to suck someone else’s gums (someone’s blue Bublé gum) .but

Gummy honey bun don’t be dumb but Gummy people who chew pink gum choose pink shoes Gummy Listen pink shoes tied up and laced pink bow in your hair toes pointed like a crow but Gummy you must glow but first keep your head low like a doe let your feet float as pink bubbles you blow and Gummy blue gum is a foe .Gummy

wants to play but Gummy you can’t play because Gummy your thumbs’ll fumble and tumble and you’re a punk who can’t punt because Gummy you can’t punt because you’re a runt because Gummy you’re a runt because you have a c— Gummy

red dim sum plump as a thumb Gummy red dumplings blood red as a drum Gummy why do you have purple bubble gum ?but Gummy brand purple gum ain’t brand Bible bubble gum (Gummy your dumb Bublé blue is a bum) but Gummy don’t you go blowin’ purple grapes with that gum .but

Gummy what good is a plum when you been smiling pink gum in your gums but Gummy Bible brand bubble gum says raspberry blue isn’t true but Gummy would you choose a musician over a God ?a God who only gives you Bible pink bubble gum .Gummy why so glum can’t you stick with his pick and chew Bible pink gum ?done

Gummy’s pink gum in her tum Gummy now blows (not) blue bubble gum Gummy yummy ruddy rum chases Bible gum down her tongue Gummy just a child let her have some fun Gummy has some fun chewing (not) blue gum blue Bublé bubble gum Gummy has some fun plick plucking sucking fucking her boyfriends gums Gummy

cherry red ruddy rum drumming in his tum Gummy are you proud you won ?proud your princess is (not) a son and Gummy blue plus blue equals red lips plump as a plum Gummy blue and blue don’t make red !don’t make rose bud red bloody dead in the mud Gummy what did you do Gummy ain’t no runt Gummy

has some fun rum-pum-pum of a gun and pops blue bubble gum

Anselm’s Ontological Argument for the Existence of God

So recently (as in a couple of hours before I wrote this in a fever) I started taking online introduction to philosophy courses and they brought up a particular argument supporting the existence of God: Anselm’s Ontological Argument. This post is basically gonna be me copying exactly what the online courses teaches and then explaining what I think about it. Bear in mind I literally just learned this stuff and also I have the memory of a goldfish with anterograde amnesia so I could be very wrong, this is just my understanding and again I just use this blog to just rant about stuff so don’t take me seriously I’m just trying to share some Cool Ideas I came across. Anyway, get ready for a quick, dubiously accurate lesson in basic philosophy, everyone.

Basically, Anselm separates things into things that exist in the understanding (things we are able to conceive) and things that exist in reality.

Anselm's Venn Diagram

Here are some personalized examples:

Personal Anselm Venn Diagram

I spent like two hours on this graphic, one to try and remember how R Studio works and another to give up and actually make this in Google Drawings, so please appreciate it

So, for example, while we have an understanding of both Ryan Reynolds and Deadpool, Ryan Reynolds exists in reality as well while Deadpool does not. Things that exist in reality but not in existence is difficult to comprehend because naming things that exist will make you think about it, and they would exist in understanding. The course I was using suggested stars that are never seen and most fish in the ocean as an example, as while we know there are lots of stars and fish out there, we won’t think about most particular stars/fish, and they will go through their life cycle completely without our awareness. Personally, it is easier to comprehend by the example of undiscovered species – we know there are many animal and plant species out there that haven’t been discovered so while we know they exist, we still don’t have a concept of them in our heads and are unable to conceive their existence.

The problem comes in the placement of God. Anselm defines God as “something that than which no greater can be thought”.

Anselm's Venn Diagram_ God

Anselm claims that if God existed in both understanding and reality, He would be greater than if He existed only in understanding but not in reality:

Anselm's Venn Diagram_ God's Greatness

To understand this argument, let’s use an adjective other than “great”: scary. Let’s take a look at the Dementor. Dementors are pretty scary (if you don’t think Dementors are scary you either don’t know what they are our have never experienced happiness in your life in the first place, but no matter what we’ll assume they are scary for the sake of argument). However, imagine them existing in real life.

Anselm's Venn Diagram_ Dementor

That’s even scarier; while we used to be comforted in the idea that they’re just a myth, we are now confronted with their reality; we could actually be affected by Dementors now because it is a thing that exists in reality – they could absolutely suck out our happiness, hope, and soul in real life now.

So applying the same logic to God, that must mean He is even greater if He exists in reality:

Anselm's Venn Diagram_ God's Greatness

However, that means He can’t exist in the understanding but not in reality, because that would mean something can be conceived that is GREATER than God, and that something is God existing in reality. This is a problem because God is defined as something that than which no greater can be thought, and if existing in reality makes us think of him as even greater, then He cannot exist only in understanding and not in reality; therefore, God MUST exist in reality.

Anselm's Venn Diagram_ God Conclusion

However, the online course I was taking did point out that when you break Anselm’s argument into the premises and conclusion necessary for an argument, you will find that while his argument is VALID, it is not necessarily SOUND.

I won’t go into detail about his premises and conclusion, but just know that validity means it’s impossible for all the premises to be true but the conclusion false, and soundness means that the argument is valid and that all the premises are true. Basically, Anselm uses premises that are not necessarily true no matter how you interpret them.

Here are my personal thoughts: personally, the premise that God exists in our understanding is already not necessarily true for me. This is entirely my own interpretation, but this following commentary is going to be based on it, so just hold on.

In my opinion, the greatness of God is too much to conceive and truly understand, which means God cannot exist in understanding in the first place. Frankly, I view it as plain hubris to assume humans could possibly conceive how great God truly is (or any higher being, for that matter). If He did exist in both understanding and reality, we still wouldn’t be able to comprehend the true extent of his greatness. Reworded, existing in reality won’t change his greatness by a meaningful amount because his greatness exceeds human comprehension.

Now dropping this interpretation, I still find more issues with this logic. Namely, it is entirely based on perception. God existing in reality won’t make His greatness greater – only BELIEVING He exists in reality will make people perceive Him as greater than just existing in understanding, and give people the ability to conceive the greatness of God. However, that does not prove His existence, it only shows that people who genuinely believe God exists in reality will truly perceive Him as “something that than which no greater could be thought”.

Those who do not believe He exists in reality are not perceiving maximum potential greatness and thus God cannot exist in understanding and not in reality; this makes sense. However, all that this implies is that they do not understand the true greatness of God. For them, the greatest thing that can be thought is not God at all. The greatest thing they can conceive IS the concept of a God nonexistent in reality (a paradox explored more in the following paragraph) or something entirely different. Those who do not believe He exists in reality do not have him in understanding in the first place, since for them, the greatest conceivable thing is not God in the first place.

Anselm’s entire reasoning is based on the assumption that God IS the greatest thing in the world, which is a problem if He doesn’t truly exist in reality. What his reasoning tells us, however, is that for something to be conceived as the superlative embodiment of some adjective (scariest, funniest, etc.), the particular person must believe that the thing exists in reality. What I am proposing now is the concept that the THOUGHTS exist in reality and can be the greatest conceivable thing. Basically, I would like to suggest that the IDEA of the greatest conceivable thing BE the greatest conceivable thing to someone.

The idea behind this is that thoughts by themselves are perfectly capable of inflicting emotion. So while, perhaps, something that exists in reality may be the scariest physical thing to someone, but the thought of something that does NOT exist in reality may scare them more. So while they may not believe something exists in reality, the THOUGHT of it does exist in reality.

Consider that to someone the scariest thing known to exist in reality is a snake, but they don’t scare them that much because not many things scare them in real life. However, IMAGINARY things are REALLY scary; perhaps the THOUGHT of Bigfoot really scares them. In this case, neither snakes nor Bigfoot are the conceivably scariest thing because snakes aren’t that scary and Bigfoot doesn’t exist. However, the THOUGHT of Bigfoot is something that exists in reality, and is the scariest thing for that person.

Obviously this doesn’t make much sense; again, if you can THINK of something scary, obviously it’d be scarier if it happened in real life. So we still can’t determine what the “thing that than which no scarier can be thought” is or if it exists, we do know that thoughts of something imaginary CAN be scarier than the scariest real thing, so the scariest thing does not have to be real, although if the thing that was THOUGHT of as the scariest thing but only existed in understanding became real, it WOULD exceed the scariness of the THOUGHT of the scariest thing to become the ACTUAL scariest thing. Basically, it would take the real existence of “something that than which no scarier can be thought” to prove the real existence of “something that than which no scarier can be thought”, and the non-existence of “something that than which no scarier can be thought” to prove the non-existence of “something that than which no scarier can be thought”.

Similarly, the greatest thing existent in reality does not have to be greater than the thought of something great, as the human imagination can exceed reality at times. If the thing that was THOUGHT of as the greatest thing not necessarily existing in reality (God) became real, it would exceed the greatness of the THOUGHT of the greatest thing to become the ACTUAL greatest thing. It would take the real existence of “something that than which no greater can be thought” to prove the real existence of “something that than which no greater can be thought”, and the non-existence of “something that than which no greater can be thought” to prove the non-existence of “something that than which no greater can be thought”.

Of course, this is very unhelpful because it’s basically saying that the existence of God proves the existence of God and the non-existence of God proves the non-existence of God, but such is life. Isn’t philosophy fascinating?!

Vaccines Cause Autism???

“who are you?” she cried.

“i am the ghost of christmas future,” the figure said, sweeping an arm to reveal a scene, the woman crying over her dead son.

“oh no,” she said. “what happened?!”

“you happened,” the figure said, “when you refused to vaccinate your child because you’d rather your child be dead than have autism.”

the woman gasped, being thrust back into the present. “oh my god,” she weeped to her husband. “the vaccinators threatened to kill our child unless we give him autism!”

Movie Review: Crazy Rich Asians

Today’s entertainment review is going to be on the movie “Crazy Rich Asians”!

Short:

Asians. Thank you

Not-as-short:

I am so happy right now! The soundtrack! The costuming! The mahjong scene! Literally everything about Astrid! The second proposal! The wedding scene! The entire cast being Asian!

Not to be That Person, but this is our Black Panther – highlighting differences between the experiences of Africans/Asians versus African-Americans/Asian-Americans! Beautiful traditional African/Asian aesthetics! The portrayal of Africans and Asians on screen for young children to be proud of to be who they are! Showcasing the rich and vibrant parts of Africa and Asia that the American media forgets about! I know people are all “stop promoting Black Panther when talking about Crazy Rich Asians” but I don’t care. I think they’re comparable and Black Panther’s successful enough not to need promoting so I don’t see the issue.

On the whole “incomplete representation” issue, I am Chinese so I can’t say much about that; honestly, I think the fact that we have an Asian movie at all is a huge step, especially as it took place in an Asian country that wasn’t China, Japan, or Korea. But again, this is from the perspective of a Chinese-American. I understand how the film seems to reinforce the already prevalent Asian sentiment against dark skin, and I think being upset about the East Asians Only issue is perfectly valid (and I agree that it’s a problem). I don’t know much about Singapore, though I am aware of the racism issue and that the movie doesn’t exactly treat the issue well. Perhaps we could have gotten a better movie to “break” Asian culture into American theaters that wasn’t about the upper class specifically that’s comprised almost entirely of East Asians, but as a standalone movie I think it was pretty great! I just hope that future films will start introducing more and better Southeast Asian and other Asian representation, and hopefully Crazy Rich Asian viewers and Asians themselves don’t forget about the rampant racism in Asia.

(On a side note, I do realize that the original book has the n-word in it, but I haven’t read the book so I don’t have much to say about this except that the movie elected to exclude this and besides they don’t have to go hand-in-hand, especially when the movie doesn’t even follow the book that closely.)

I think the main thing that made viewers more wary of representation in Crazy Rich Asians than in Black Panther (besides the fact that – you know – Marvel) is that Wakanda is a fictional country. (Again, though – I am not black, so I can’t say much, but this is from what I’ve observed.) The creators could take liberty with each fictional tribe to reference as many different real-life tribes as possible while also including an important contrast between African and African-American experiences. Crazy Rich Asians, however, is pretty limited, especially when the Chinese are the ones in power in Singapore. Black Panther was made for black people in general, but Crazy Rich Asians is a specific kind of Asian attempting to represent, well, all Asians and Asian-Americans. The fact that the Asian-American experience was even a component of a movie about Asians from Asia is already fantastic to me, especially since Hollywood had wanted to whitewash Rachel’s character.

I also thought, as a female, that the female portrayals of Rachel and Astrid were wonderful! Of course the other female characters were your typical K-drama villainous exes that try to ruin the lives of less-rich girls dating hot rich males, but the male characters who weren’t the main character or the groom were also depicted in an equally negative light so I can let that go. And also – Rachel and Astrid are yes. It might not seem big in the movie but some aspects just really jumped out at me with the characterization of two fantastic, strong, Asian females.

Astrid, I think, is pretty straightforward. Her leaving Michael with their apartments to go live in one of her fourteen apartment buildings because it’s not her job to make him feel like a man? I felt that power through my bones.

The reason I like Rachel’s characterization is because when Rachel started standing up to herself, it was in a way that was consistent and unique to her character. Specifically, I am referring to two specific parts. One: the wedding scene, where she shows up dressed in confidence and uses her cleverness and intellect to talk her way to the front row. Two: the brilliant mahjong scene where she uses her economics and game theory expertise to purposely let Eleanor win before revealing that she had control over the game the whole time, that Eleanor only got Nick back because Rachel allowed it, permanently marking the Young family with her existence with her message, all without being spiteful or malicious and yet making it glaringly clear that she was the bigger woman in the situation. I also really appreciate the fact that Rachel rejected Nick in the first place. Again, Rachel is deciding everything at this point, and she’s the one who decided they wouldn’t go down that uproot-my-whole-life-for-heterosexual-romance route. She chose herself over love; she refuses to be one of those “me-or-them” girls, knowing how important Nick’s family is to him; she doesn’t just take the chance to marry Nick just as a victory to shove in Eleanor’s face. She’s respecting herself by not allowing herself to be treated this way by Nick’s family; she’s respecting Nick by choosing not to drive him away from his family; and she’s respecting Eleanor, refusing to back down before the latter’s disrespect. She accepts the second proposal because this is her earning Eleanor’s approval and respect for both herself and for Nick.

I also really like Eleanor’s character. She’s that typical traditional Asian parent we all know, but it’s not as shallow as the Asian drama cliche of “you can’t marry my son because you’re poor!” It’s beyond that. She sees her son falling into the same situation she and her husband was, and she tries to prevent him from that. But then she learns how strong Rachel is when she makes Eleanor realize that Rachel isn’t the one preventing Nick from having both Rachel and his family, it’s her. She’s the one preventing her son’s happiness. Man, this movie was great!

My general view of this movie is that this is a well-made, unapologetically Asian movie. Definitely not perfect, especially in viewers’ expectations for it to represent all Asians when the basic premise is about mostly-snobbish, filthy-rich Chinese folk in Singapore, but again, as a standalone rom-com with Asian context, I thought it was pretty nice!

Really do hope older Asians stop being racist though. Even living in the U.S. I know this is a problem. Even my parents are low-key racist. But Asian racism is a topic for another time, for now I’m just happy that the cinematic world knows Asian people don’t just exist as side characters. And besides, romantic comedies kind of owe Asians for the genre’s revival, sorry. Also, not gonna lie, I don’t really like romance, but apparently Silk is going to be a thing and I’ll have you know, I am beyond excited to have a female, Asian superhero movie! But I am definitely content with a Crazy Rich Asians.

Research Paper: Gun Violence (Problem-Solution Research Assignment)

Starting with Columbine in 1999, “more than 187,000 students attending at least 193 primary or secondary schools have experienced a shooting on campus during school hours” according to a Washington Post study (Cox). In fact, the study found “an average of 10 school shootings per year since Columbine, with a low of five in 2002 and a high of 15 in 2014.” This year alone, as of “less than three months into 2018, there have been 11 shootings, already making this year among the worst on record.” The presence of guns has become prominent recently with all the frightening events occurring in what are supposed to be safe areas for students to learn. While the news frequently covers mass shootings, the study only proves that large-scale schools shootings are only a fraction of the danger students face in regards to gun violence at school.

The public holds contradicting opinions regarding the main cause of gun violence in schools, but generally agree on several ideas. One cause of this issue that many accept to be true is mental illness. Sue Klebold is the mother of one of the infamous Columbine shooters that were the first in a series of increasing incidents resulting in deaths, injuries, and trauma due to guns in schools. She attributes the tragedy largely to her son’s mental illness and the lack of help he received for it. Dylan Klebold was plagued by suicidal thoughts before the shooting, and his mother laments that his “spiral into dysfunction probably occurred over a period of about two years, plenty of time to get him help, if only someone had known that he needed help and known what to do” (Klebold). Klebold’s main concern regards Dylan’s “desire to die” causing him to kill others along with him, noting that the estimated statistic that around one or two percent of suicides are murder-suicides, meaning that rises in suicide rates will lead to rises in murder-suicide rates (Klebold). Justin Nutt concurs that mental illness is a definitive factor in gun violence, explaining how anxiety, mood, personality, and psychotic disorders, and even particular symptoms such as mania, can lead to feelings of being alone, powerless, and hopeless, and impaired reasoning and lack of control: “mental health issues can compound things and lead to a feeling that the only option is to lash out at the world or that the only way one can show others how he or she feels is to show them or make them feel the pain being felt” (Nutt). Klebold elaborates on the failure of our mental health care system, as it “is not equipped to help everyone, and not everyone with destructive thoughts fits the criteria for a specific diagnosis. Many who have ongoing feelings of fear or anger or hopelessness are never assessed or treated” (Klebold). Malcolm Gladwell also cites other psychological abnormalities such as the autism spectrum, psychoticism, and psychopathy as a potential source of dangerous gun usage in school: John LaDue had Asperger’s and obsessed over guns and school shootings out of morbid curiosity; Kip Kinkel was psychotic and had delusions; Eric Harris, mastermind behind Columbine, was your textbook psychopath in manner, behavior, and self-perception (Gladwell).

A large part of the mental health aspect is bullying, which goes hand-in-hand with mental health, and it is also a universally agreed upon factor in school violence. While it doesn’t explain LaDue, Kinkel, or Harris, bullying can help us better understand Dylan Klebold, who “had experienced triggering events at the school that left him feeling debased and humiliated and mad. And he had a complicated friendship with a boy who shared his feelings of rage and alienation, and who was seriously disturbed, controlling and homicidal” (Klebold). Bullying can help us pinpoint the root of Dylan’s suicidal thoughts and explain his relationship with an individual such as Eric Harris who was “seriously disturbed, controlling and homicidal” and yet “shared his feelings of rage and alienation” enough to be able to convince Dylan to join him on a quest of vengeance, homicide, and self-destruction.

However, mental health is only a portion of the problem. While mental health is prevalent among shooters, one must realize that “researchers have consistently concluded that [psychological problems] seldom play a role in shootings or violence of any kind” and that most shooters “showed no signs of debilitating mental illness, such as psychosis or schizophrenia” (Cox). Klebold, despite discussing her son’s mental illness, acknowledges as well that “only a very small percent of those who have a mental illness are violent toward other people” (Klebold). Furthermore, defining school shootings by mental illness can be dangerous; the president of the American Psychological Association, Jessica Henderson Daniel, stated that “framing the conversation about gun violence in the context of mental illness does a disservice to the victims of violence and unfairly stigmatizes the many others with mental illness… More important, it does not direct us to appropriate solutions to this public health crisis” (Cox).

In fact, while Gladwell details the different kinds of mental illness present in many of the minds of those who attempt to hurt others, there are also social factors (besides bullying) that easily contribute to violence towards students and faculty. Much of it boiled down to “chaotic home life” (for example Evan Ramsey who lived an extremely itinerant and abusive upbringing), and “group behavior/threshold,” which explains how the existence of a group of humans can cause people to act a certain way or demonstrate a certain behavior, the behavior in this case being shooting up schools in salute to Columbine. Group threshold theory explains cases such as Darion Aguilar, someone who would never have had reason to pick up a gun before the examples set by Harris and Klebold. Aguilar is only part of overwhelming percentages of major school shootings both in and outside the United States after Columbine that either imitated, referenced, or took inspiration from Harris and Klebold (Gladwell). In regards to societal explanations for gun violence in schools, some people even goes as far as to point at the media as a contributor to this epidemic. The notoriety gained from school shootings, due to a fixation on the attacker instead of the victim, can encourage students who “feel nameless and as though no one will care or remember them when they are gone” to do something as drastic as a school shooting believing it will ensure their infamy and make sure they are remembered in history (Nutt). Gladwell’s group threshold theory holds well in relation with this with the outcome of Columbine and consequential spotlight on the shooters that inspires others to follow suit.

Ultimately, every shooter is different, and people are harmed by guns for different reasons. As Cox and Rich state, “there is no archetypal American school shooter. Their ranks include a 6-year-old boy who killed a classmate because he didn’t like her and a 15-year-old girl who did the same to a friend for rejecting her romantic overtures. They also come from backgrounds of all kinds” (Cox). Whether or not the assailant was bullied or had mental illness, each shooter has their individual background and motivation, ranging from obsession, sadism, suicidal desire, abuse, revenge, inspiration from literature and entertainment, or admiration for previous shooters (Gladwell). The incident could even have been unintentional, with students bringing firearms on campus for self-protection or curiosity. What all gun-related horror stories in school environments have in common, however, is that the gun-wielder was able to get ahold of guns without ringing any alarms. Thus, despite many relevant and viable causes for gun violence in schools, I believe that the main cause that ties all these reasons and incidents together is undeniably the terrifyingly easy access that students have to guns.

Home is, unfortunately, the most common source of guns for our youth to get their hands on. Nine kids are shot unintentionally in the U.S. on a daily basis, nearly all with a parent’s gun; nine hundred adolescents commit suicide annually, nearly all with a parent’s gun; two-thirds of school shootings, including Sandy Hook, utilize a parent’s gun (Gross). In one particular case, a boy found a pistol given from his father to his brother and brought it to his first grade class, where a girl picked it up and accidentally shot 7-year-old Gage Meche through the stomach. Gage now suffers from trauma and continuous physical pain, and the girl suffers from guilt and post-traumatic stress. Although it may be easy to blame parents for keeping guns in the house where kids can easily find them, Dan Gross’ TED talk reminds us that they aren’t bad people, “they’re just living with the unimaginable consequences of a very bad decision, made based on very bad information that was put into their minds by very bad people, who know good and well the misery that they’re causing, but just don’t care” (Gross). Due to unfortunate politics, many households wind up misinformed about their children’s safety regarding the guns that they believe are protecting the family. Even in households without guns, it is still shockingly easy for kids to obtain guns. Despite her emphasis on mental health and social issues, Klebold also notes that “on top of this period in his life of extreme vulnerability and fragility, Dylan found access to guns even though we’d never owned any in our home” (Klebold). Gross compares gun control to airport security, attesting that “thousands of gun sales every day at guns shows or online without… background checks, just like there shouldn’t be two lines to get on an airplane — one with security and one with no security” (Gross). Klebold further comments that “it was appallingly easy for a 17-year-old boy to buy guns, both legally and illegally, without my permission or knowledge. And somehow, 17 years and many school shootings later, it’s still appallingly easy” (Klebold).

The system that Gross introduces us to, Brady background checks, have prevented – over 20 years – “2.4 million gun sales to those people that we all agree shouldn’t have guns” (Gross), these “people” being “domestic abusers, convicted felons, mentally ill persons, and other dangerous individuals” that may harm others if wielding a firearm (“Effectiveness”). So why is there still so much accessibility to guns? One factor is the lack of research, and thus, sufficient awareness of the issue to incorporate appropriate policies. Cox and Rich explain that “the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention stopped studying gun violence 22 years ago. At the time, the Republican-led Congress mandated that no CDC funds ‘may be used to advocate or promote gun control,’ language that, though vague, halted almost all study of gun violence” (Cox). Carvalho uses a more accusatory tone towards the corporate gun lobby having spent “billions of dollars blocking the CDC from doing research into the public health epidemic of gun violence… They’re desperate to hide the truth, because they view the truth as a threat to their bottom line” (Carvalho).

So what can be done? Improving our mental health care system is important and a frequently proposed solution, but it will mean little in the scheme of preventing gun violence with so many shooters absent of a diagnosable mental illness. Rather, using the power of community and information to convince government to take action is probably the best way to solve the issue. One of the lessons Carvalho takes from fighting drugs and gun violence is that “you need coalitions of the willing and of the unwilling to make change. In the case of drugs, we needed libertarians, anti-prohibitionists, legalizers, and liberal politicians. They may not agree on everything; in fact, they disagree on almost everything. But the legitimacy of the campaign is based on their diverse points of view” (Carvalho). Not only that, but the simple existence of such a group spreads information to the public and garners more support for the cause, which, if gains enough traction, will find its way to the government, as did Carvalho’s coalition: “within weeks, our national congress approved the disarmament bill that had been languishing for years. We were then able to mobilize data to show the successful outcomes of the change in the law and gun collection program… We could prove that in just one year, we saved more than 5,000 lives” (Carvalho). And according to Gross, unity is working regarding the issue for gun violence. After San Bernardino, the public began swarming Congress with demand for action, and soon enough, “we got a vote on a bill that nobody thought was going to see the light of day anytime soon. We’re seeing real movement to repeal some of the most evil, ugly gun lobby legislation passed over the last dark decade. The stranglehold of the gun lobby is clearly being broken” (Gross). While laws can’t solve everything, implementation and expansion of Brady background checks to a wider number of sales will save thousands of lives.

2018 started off tragic with significantly the most incidents yet, culminating decades of gun violence in schools starting with Loukaitis and popularized by Klebold and Harris. An educational environment is not one where students – and teachers – should have to be constantly afraid and cautious. Fortunately, people are speaking up, and the gun violence crisis may recede. By demanding action from government in large numbers, we will soon eliminate the easy access of minors to guns, and permanently eradicate gun violence in schools.

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Personal Language Stats

I have a special interest in linguistics and language-learning, so I just wanted to share my extremely limited progress.

Languages I know proficiently:

  • English (native)
  • Mandarin (kind of native: family and Chinese school)
  • Spanish (5 on the AP Spanish exam)

Languages I’m actively trying to learn:

  • Standard Arabic (alphabet)
  • Korean (useless vocabulary)
  • Latin (basics, got through a beginner-level workbook)
  • Italian (rushed through Level 1 of the Duolingo tree)

Languages I’ve attempted:

  • Russian (alphabet)
  • German (basics)
  • Japanese (Hiragana alphabet)
  • Brazilian Portuguese (basics)
  • ASL (alphabet, numbers, question words)
  • Morse code (barely)
  • Braille (barely)
  • Zulu (basic phrases)
  • French (I completely gave up not gonna lie)

Yeah, that… um. That is all. I’m not great at commitment.

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